danastark
Posted : 6/30/2011 11:21:48 PM
Took Spirit to the equine hospital this morning, took about enough sedative to take down an elephant to get him in the exam room...... decided to do surgery plus cisplatin beads (chemo) in the tumor sites, scheduled for this afternoon, drove home trying to think of ways to help pay for this surgery..... there was a message from the vet asking me to call before they could do surgery. She said on pre-op blood work he is extremely anemic which probably means the cancer has spread to something vital........ took my breath away..... she couldn't believe it either as he looks so healthy, ran the test twice to be sure....... so now after discussion we are doing some diagnostic tests (rectal, chest/abdomen ultrasound, chem panel) to see if they can figure out where the anemia is coming from. I'm in shock........ Waiting to see what they find and then we'll have to make a decision..... why, why, why.......? He's the best pony ever, so many little ones and big ones have learned to ride under his calm, obedient tutelege.......
Okay, trying to think positively......... maybe I'll clean house to keep my self busy until I hear.....